Today was one of those days that I hit a wall. One of those days that I've had all of the autism I can possibly stand. I'm done. Thankfully, I made it until everyone fell asleep and now I plan to write down my thoughts and feelings and then recharge for tomorrow.
I've had enough stimming, teeth grinding, jumping, destruction, body slamming, putting his hands in the toilet, fussing, pinching, falling in the floor, mess making, bouncing up and down, and spitting on his hands for one day. It never stops. It's every waking moment. I love him. Oh, do I ever, but I just want to cry. Why does it have to be so hard? Why him? Why?
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